Once again the rancid smell of terrible luck has invaded my attempts to be comfortable in life! Now there is something wrong with my damned car! AGAIN!!! I seriously expected the car to be trouble free for awhile!
SILLY ME!!! I heard a scraping when I arrived home yesterday morning, and when I knelt down to see what it
was, I discovered that a metal band that holds one end of the gas tank up had broken and was scraping the pavement. Now although it looks as if it'll hold for a time, I have a feeling time will be short. Now if money wasn't in such short supply, this wouldn't be a problem. But ,seeing as every stinking penny is budgeted or
earmarked for something, coupled with the fact that were a one car family well, you see where I'm headed
with this. Sometimes I wonder if God has me on his bad list. It sure seems like he refuses to answer me!
I pray,I beg,I plead with him but to no avail! I don't know anymore. They say God never gives you more than
you can handle and that which does not kill you makes you stronger. If this is the case than I can probably
handle more than any person alive today and, I should be able to juggle tractor-trailers like rubber balls!
I lost quite a lot of  much needed sleep today, trying to make a temporary repair on this stupid car! Oh man!!
I'm gettin too old for this nonsense!! Anyway,thanks for reading my rant. Gotta go. C YA GUYS!!

Tags: and just plain old exhausted!!!, depressed, fed up, messed up, moody
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